has chosen her cake and now must lie in it.

destronomics:

siterlas:

destronomics:

“I’m not evil…. I’m not. And neither were you; trust me, I’ve seen real evil. We were scared, and miserable, and we took it out on each other. Us, and everybody else….But you suffer through that. And it gets better.”

Why I love After School Special, example #293

Sometimes I feel like we’re the only two people who like that episode.

I have no idea, I have no idea why we should be the only ones because oh god, every time, knife to the soul:

MR. WYATT: So, what was this advice? I might need to plagiarize myself down the line.

SAM: You told me that I didn’t have to go into the family business. You said I should make my own choices. 

MR. WYATT: So you’ve managed to do your own thing, then, huh?

SAM: Yeah, for a while, yeah. And I think I went to college because of you. But, you know, people grow up.

MR. WYATT: Yeah. 

SAM: Responsibilities. But still, um…you took an interest in me when no one else did. That matters, so thank you. 

MR. WYATT: Well, you know, the only thing that really matters is that you’re happy. Are you happy, Sam?

SAM does not reply.

So, while I want Castiel and Dean to be happy and have all the sex and go fight things together, SAAAAAAAM actually gives me more of the feels. God, that scene.  Sam you got so close to a normal life. You want so many things and it hurts so bad that you have been convinced that you shouldn’t want them.